they said i was insane
i say they were not real
that i had a sick brain
i think they cannot feel
the disease is in the system
the illness just a name
so what's your fucking deal?
you're supposed to be sane
zap us until we forget
all that we regret
our souls shattered pieces
never to be seen again
worms in my head
that were not there before
you were supposed to heal me
instead you showed me the door
you made me feel confused
you made me feel afraid
you made me feel insane
but I'm the one to blame
 
 
silent tears 
 -------
silent tears
how long must they fall
until the cycle breaks
 
how can i transmute
the pain of the world
when i'm drowning
and my eyes cant see
 
no one see's the waves
silently crashing, thunderous
ready to swallow me whole
 
I keep surfacing
in hope to escape
but the cries
of six billion people
push me under again
 
will i not surface one day to come?
 
 
<ballad of the narcissists> 

so eager to be loved

yet you destroy all in your path

 manipulate, lie, manipulate

bring forth your aura of hate

how do you expect me to love you?

do you not understand with your feeble brain

you are pushing away

rather than holding on!

LET GO NARCISSISTS 

free your slaves

send yourself to exhile

because words speak louder than smiles

 

 <angel>

come to bed sweetheart

no one is going to hurt you

now

you are safe with me

in my arms, sleeping now

do not fear, as love is here

i am with you always, evermore

 

<dont>

dont try to bring me down

i am stronger now

then ever before

dont tell me i am wrong

i have been told that all along

and i now follow my heart

dont overprotect me

for only god has that power

and that power is me

let me make choices 

to live my own dream

NEVER TRY TO BRING ME DOWN